
Zentangle Created While Stressed
Today got away from me. Too much to do, too little time. As overwhelm took over, I asked myself: “What would calm me down?” Self said: “A Zentangle, of course,” as one of the specific reasons to create a Zentangle is to change your mood. However…just like the old saying “wherever you go, there you are,” I brought my harried, distracted self to a form of art meant to be meditative and mindful.
Needless to say, the results were less than stellar. In my lack of focus, I made a mistake with one of the lines. Then I accidentally initialed what I considered to be a vertical side because I wasn’t paying attention to the orientation of my signature and date on the back. (Yes, I know Zentangles are meant to be viewed from all angles, but it really annoyed me to have a “directional conflict.”)
My first thought was to tear up my Zentangle and throw it away. Then I decided to see what Zen lesson(s) I might learn from it. What I came up with is: (1) try to be more mindful in the future, (2) learn from your mistakes and move on, and (3) it is what it is.
Inside of all that, I found the courage to post my Zentangle anyway, not so much as a “cautionary tale,” but as an example of the reality of a creative life. Not everything we create will be masterpieces. There will be days when the best we can squeak out is what my awesome mentor Bob Burridge calls a “turkey,” as no creative effort is EVER a “failure” or “loser.”
And so I call it a day and button up my studio for the evening. I look forward to tomorrow as another chance to approach creativity (and life) with as much mindfulness and optimism as I can muster. Will I create a masterpiece? Will I create a turkey? Who knows? Who cares? Because creativity is creativity, an end unto itself, and the bottom line is: “it just is what it is.”
Posted: November 17th, 2009 under Zentangles - No Comments.